I hardly ever hear from our caseworker anymore. Of course, that is per my request. Yet, everytime the phone rings, I am anxious to see if the caller id says the name of our agency. Today it did. My struggle between excitement and caution begins.
We were called today because we are being considered by somebody who has narrowed her selection down to two families. Ugh! There are so many emotions that come to my heart and mind, I can't even verbalize them all.
Last night, I was at Babies 'r Us and I cried. I cried because Factor is too big for the clothes there, and I really have no reason to go back to that store. I was sad. I have no baby for whom to shop. We have waited for almost 2 years now, and random things just strike me as sad. That was one of them.
Today, we are a family being considered. I feel like I have to be ultra guarded, but really want to dance and sing.
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We're praying for you. I'm sure it's an emotional roller-coaster.
praying for you and your family!
Just wanted to let you know that I still read and follow your journey. I don't comment often.
I sure hope your family grows soon...I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
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